I’m not the first, nor will I be the last. Suspend all judgment for a brief reading moment. When was the last time you had a real, knock-down-drag-outfight with God? Real talk, now. Don’t lie. OR… maybe you’ve never had one of those.
When did you rail at the Sky, question, doubt, ponder, or even falter? Be truthful now. You’re only lying to yourself if you’re trying to cover up your “perfect view” of your faith walk. Can I just tell you something in this right-now moment? It’s okay. Later or soon, rather have it sooner than later, you will come to the crossroads of the breaking point.
You are not alone.